I've been getting a lot of pressure from him, to let him penetrate me. He says things such as "it's been 5 months" "is it ever going to happen"? "Don't you trust me"? "Don't you love me"? He tells me that it's frustrating for him and that he is becoming more and more unsatisfied. Every time we are intimate he tries to start it off by putting his fingers in me and I always stop him. I tell him I'm afraid that it will hurt, and that I'm not ready... He says that I'm 22 and that I shouldn't be afraid because he'll be there with me.
Everything else in our relationship is fine, and I love him. I'm just not ready. I can't help but feel he doesn't love me, and just wants to pleasure himself with little regard for what it feels like for me. But at the same time, I just want to please him and keep him satisfied. I don't know what to do.
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