Kindly any body help me I need your attention please

I am 24 years old. I used to read sex stories oI am 24 years old. I used to read sex stories on internet. I have been reading incest (sex with family members) stories since my school days. These stories affected me very much and I started trying on my younger sister. After my long flirting and convince, she agreed. Now I have addicted to have anal sex with her. I don't want to make her un-virgin That's why I avoid vaginal sex. Now I want to get rid of this humiliation. I think I am the only one in the world who is doing this with real sister. Now I feel that all incest stories may be fake. But why I am doing this in reality. I cannot share it with any of my friends. So I am sharing here on this channel.