I wanna be homeschooled plss help

I am in 9th grade and from past 4 years, I am performing terrible in studies. I wasnt allowed for teachers to fail the students till 8th grade so I managed to pass it but this year I can easily be detained. In these 4 years, being made fun of at school has affected my personal life. They make me feel worst But I am forced to study in school, I wanna be homeschooled so no one can make fun of me and I can study easily but my family is conservative they think that homeschooled children are losers and unsociaḷ.being homeschooled will make me one too. but thats not true, my studies are more important than being social, but they wont understand at all. What do I do if I stay in the normal school then I will fail.