Why does nobody want to be my friend?

After barely knowing me they listen to gossip always and they spread it cause they're told it they believe everything they hear and they don't want to meet me. I also have nightmares all of the time about someone. They always pretend they like me when theyre looking at my face not when they openly are pointing at me to others right next to me "she's a bitch" or "crazy". My dad accused me of drinking when he knows I'm an undiagnosed diabetic he won't support me. And he wants me to run away from my country cause I complained about his abuse years ago to my friends I got support from our church and he got a lawyer person whos allies of the church hes goes to to try make me suicide. Dad withdraws all emotional suport when it goes to that I might go back to his house my family don't want me to have anything happy under me they deprave everything I have physically financially and emotionally and blackmail me to my friends say nothing is wrong and always change the house rules.
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Asked Jul 04, 2015
Edited Jul 04, 2015

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