I'm frauded in this life.

My life is a fraud. I don't deserve it. Its unfair. I wasn't meant to be born. Life is just plain boring negative and unworth it. When I have no negativity in my life and all I feel like I don't deserve it its all to much and I try and make trouble. I don't deserve to be chipped out of everything and have no good friends or nobody. I have also come to believe my life was a setup I was setup to fail since square one someone stalked me and controlled it so I will fail. Whenever I do a wrong and come clean the wrong is usually because I didn't get something good enough so I hurt myself and then I get even more frauded out of life and do even more wrong cause my life's not worth it.

I don't want to die because its hard and I don't want to live another life because if it will be boring and useless getting to the point where I am now. I would not like to be outdone from what I have now.
Anonymous User
Anonymous User
Asked Jun 08, 2015
Edited Jun 08, 2015

TIP: If it's not your answer to this question, please click "Leave a Comment" button under the question to communicate with the question owner.