Why do I keep seeing his name?

Last july I met a guy. I'm gonna call him D. Anyways D lives in oklahoma.
I live in danville. So last July my friend told D I liked him and D liked me back.
The day he left for oklahoma, I broke my middle finger on my right hand
And broke my ring finger on my left hand. On accident
I was upset because he left.
Also I was sick with strept throte. For the last 3 months I've been seeing his
Name. Its not obsessing And its not me looking for it. Its just there unepectedly.
Is god telling me something? Or him it meant to be?

If you broke your fingers because you were upset over him than I'd say obsessed is a light term not to make fun but I have the same with looking at the clock I see my sons birthday or so on its your mind it's a trigger but if it is meant to be my dear Kater then you should find out