I want to kill everyone I come into contact with

So yea I really want to kill everyone I come into contact with like every and anyone, I don't care who you are and I just want literally rip your head off and yes iv'e been depressed for a couple of years on and off and self esteem issues and I would be happy and all of a sudden i'll just snap and imagine myself killing everyone. I know i'm a sick person but I don't want to tell my parents because I definitely know they wouldn't take me seriously and brush it off and I wouldn't tell my friends anything. I'm in High School, 11th grade and i'm 15.

Dango, please contact your local mental health clinic and talk to one of the counselors. Your parents don't have to know and the clinic cannot tell them you are being treated due to HIPAA rules and regulations. Depression should not be ignored and long-term depression can cause anger issues. Help yourself and be seen by a mental health professional. Best of luck in your therapy.

you and I both I wanna gut them and force someone to eat their organ then fuck someone on another persons dead body and hang a person with intestines and splatter blood all over the wall then drink it*but I think I am more murderous and sadistic*

IF you guys are really serious about this stuff, why don't the two of you meet somewhere in the desert and bare nuckle duke it out. You'll get the aggression out and probably become best friends. If this is not possible then beat the shit out of a punching bag, or chop some wood, whatever. Otherwise it's jail death or both...

you need JESUS CHRIST only him can help you bro