Torn between desire to wear panties and guilt - 21 year old college male.

Torn between desire to wear panties and guilt - 21 year old college male?
Hi. I'm a 21 year old male college student. Off and on for most of my life I've dealt with a desire to wear panties. I like wearing them because they feel great. They are comfortable, make me feel good about myself, sometime they make me feel confident and sexy, they don't bunch up or let my junk jostle around. Now, some of you will say well why don't you just get mens thongs, or briefs, or tighty whities as people call them. Because, men and women of the board, I like the lace, I love the colors and the patterns, the fabric and comfort. So yes, there are many aspects to my liking to wear panties. However, I feel guilty sometimes and I don't know I'm a bad guy? What, for wearing a different colored piece of cloth? I definitely feared the judgement of others...and maybe I still do somewhat. I've bought panties and various female clothing before and up to this point have thrown it all away time and time again. It's like I'm just throwing money in the trash. Yet, when I read boards like this on the internet they are filled with people who totally will judge someone or think they are disgusting because they wear different clothing than what is expected. Also, I don't want to become one of those people who crossdress just to masturbate - a fetish I guess. Don't get me wrong, I've done that and felt guilty. But I think the guilt was more realted to the masturbation than the wearing of panties. It's all a cycle. I'll go through a period of guilt -especially if I'm fearing that crossdressing is changing who I am - I'll want to throw my panties away. I will throw them away 9 times out of 10. Then the cycle will repeat a few months later. What is going on lol? I guess they call it purging. Anyway, I almost threw the panties I bought at Aerie and Victoria Secret recently in the trash, but decided against it. Good thing I didn't! They were a pretty penny and I really like them. So, Crossdressing community, Ladies, people of this board, what do I do next? Obviously I'm feeling overwhelmed and at the end of my rope on this whole thing if I'm here...Any advice, suggestions, thoughts, etc are welcome. Thanks for reading and responding.
Asked Apr 17, 2013
Edited Apr 17, 2013
be proud of who you are,if you're happy then the people judging you are just bullies its fine to wear what you want, there's nothing wrong or bad about wearing what you are comfortable in.and idk if it a sin,but god appently loves all his children
Answered Apr 17, 2013
I sale my panties to men all the time. They turn around and wear them so I don't know what the problem is why not just go for it if it makes you happy!
Answered Jul 24, 2014

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