I am having sexual feelings for my cousin and I'm 14, please help.

So, I just recently met my 13 year old cousin after 2 years of not seeing her. I'm a 14 year old male, and this is my first cousin, btw. Anyways, on Sunday, at Church, she walked in and I saw that she had become extremely attractive over the past 2 years. I felt a sudden rush of blood to my genitals giving me the biggest erection of my life, I estimate about 7-7.3 inches long. It took me a while, but I managed to hide it in he strap of my boxers. I then realized I want to have intercourse with her. I know the risks of having sexual intercourse at the age I am, with the misuse of birth-control and the struggle of not having condoms small enough for 14 year olds, but I'm ok with that. I want to wait till I'm 18 to have sex with my cousin. Anyways, after we went to lunch, we went to the house they were staying in for the week. My cousin and I hung out in the room she was sleeping in. I couldn't help but look at her. Although her breasts aren't fully developed, she is still quite attractive. It just so happens that we are in the same grade so we spent the night talking about various educational things. After that, my family and I went back to my grandmothers house as that is where we were staying. I spent the remainder of the night trying to rationalize my feeling for my very close family member. The following day we went to the mall and hung out but my cousin was only able to stay for lunch. She went to a sleep over with her friend she hasn't seen in a while. I was kind of sad, but I got to hang out with my uncle, he was pretty impressed by my Rubik's Cube skills. That night I did some research and found out that First Cousin marriage is legal without any catches in California. Then I saw her again about 4 hours ago. I just really want to make a move and get her to love me like a companion before Thanksgiving break is over and we go to opposite sides of the country. Please help, I really want to kiss her without anyone finding out. (If you were wondering why my English is good for my age it's because I'm sort of a nerd. But I'm still hot, if I were gay I would date myself)
Asked Nov 23, 2016
Edited Nov 24, 2016
Talk to her about your feelings (don't get creepy, just tell her you think she's pretty)
You should try to find someone else before going for a cousin though.
Answered Jan 26, 2017
I have the same prob!
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