Do I break up with my boyfriend after booking a holiday HE'S paid for?

I've been with my boyfriend for 7 months now, we both love each other, but we haven't had sex yet. It's completely me that doesn't want to and he totally respects me. I'm still a virgin so the thought of it frightens me.....but only when I think about it with him. I just don't want to have sex with him. I'm not attracted to him any more, I don't want to kiss him, see him, or even hug him. I feel like a complete bitch when I think of it because I know that he loves me a lot. I think it's time to break up with him but here's my huge dilemma. We've booked a holiday for 2 months time and he's paid for most of it while his dad paid for half. I haven't paid for any of it. I really need advice and help with this situation but I just don't know how to go about it. PLEASE HELP!!!

You should end it now. Don't be a selfish bitch. Sure it'll break his heart when you dump him but, in the long run it will hurt him less if you done it now. To me it sounds like your still very young. That being said the two of you don't really know what love is yet. If you explain things to him you may still be friends afterwards and he may even still take you with him. Trust me be 110% honest at all times.