Was I sexually abused as a child?

When I was very young I remember I had a very, unusual & abnormal interest in sexual behaviour. I would frequently act out sexual scenes with my toys, by myself. Then at the age of 12 when I got my first cell phone I attempted to take naked footages. Now, when I was in year 7 until now I felt (and still feel) very uncomfortable when a male tries to touch me, if it's a light pat on the back or just a rub on the shoulder I just feel really uncomfortable and an intense feeling comes over me which I can't explain.

At the age of 15 -16 I started to have this feeling that something happened to me .. something bad which I don't remember. Probably sexually orientated.

I'm 17 now and I would really like to know if something did probably happened to me, which I don't remember in order for me to move on with my life.
bubbledrop
Asked Apr 08, 2016

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