Letter to god, I truly love you,moses and jesus but I think first I lied

Dear god,

I truly love you, moses and jesus christ but I think first I lied and I felt that muslims and hindu spirits are inside my mind who is playing games with you and your people through me.

My memories is being erased and you know who is doing this.

I am not hindu and not muslim, please be with me for always.

Amen.