Hello my name is Joseph. I need help. Listen I'm a junior high school student and I'm considered by most people a brilliant person. I do my work, I'm respectful to others, and I enjoy helping others that are in need. I'm not trying to boast or anything, I really am not. I'm a leo, I'm very protective and loving. And I have trust issues, I'm very choosy. But anyways, theres this girl that I've always admired since my freshman year. She was always like a celebrity, and still is. People would come up and surround her and chat with her. She doesn't go to the people, they come to her. She's very sweet and likes to help others as well. I never wanted to act like the rest of the guys who come up to her and chat because I always thought that she would think I would be one of them so I never really directly approached her. I always wondered why she was always single and it was until that I found that she was a Jehovah Witness. No other guy knows this, only me. I told her how I felt about her during my Junior year, which is now, and I even told her she didn't have to mention about her family being Jehovahs. She told me that she doesn't want a boyfriend right now and that she's not in the position to decide. She told me that she wants to wait until a few months after college to be ready and that I shouldn't wait for her. I told her that I understand, I really do, but I also told her that I can't drop my feelings for her. I really can't even if I wanted to, it's so hard. She was, and still, the only girl that I really love. I texted her that I'm sorry that I still can't drop my feelings but she's not responding. She hasn't responded in two days. I really hate my self now and I don't know what to do. I wish I had never confessed to her, I really don't know what to do and I hate my self. I need help.unior high school student and I'm considered by most people a brilliant person. I do my work, I'm respectful to others, and I enjoy helping others that are in need. I'm not trying to boast or anything, I really am not. I'm a leo, I'm very protective and loving. And I have trust issues, I'm very choosy. But anyways, theres this girl that I've always admired since my freshman year. She was always like a celebrity, and still is. People would come up and surround her and chat with her. She doesn't go to the people, they come to her. She's very sweet and likes to help others as well. I never wanted to act like the rest of the guys who come up to her and chat because I always thought that she would think I would be one of them so I never really directly approached her. I always wondered why she was always single and it was until that I found that she was a Jehovah Witness. No other guy knows this, only me. I told her how I felt about her during my Junior year, which is now, and I even told her she didn't have to mention about her family being Jehovahs. She told me that she doesn't want a boyfriend right now and that she's not in the position to decide. She told me that she wants to wait until a few months after college to be ready and that I shouldn't wait for her. I told her that I understand, I really do, but I also told her that I can't drop my feelings for her. I really can't even if I wanted to, it's so hard. She was, and still, the only girl that I really love. I texted her that I'm sorry that I still can't drop my feelings but she's not responding. She hasn't responded in two days. I really hate my self now and I don't know what to do. I wish I had never confessed to her, I really don't know what to do and I hate my self. I need help.