How to save a long 19 year relashinship

Hi everyone I have been with my boyfriend since I was 16 years old I'm
Now 36 and we just had a beatiful baby boy he has been my saving grace I tell ya . My feelings are changing toward him because I want more family things and he wants to just sit home play video games and watch sports as well as on the computer all damn day .
I just want him to spend more family time and he won't do it so I am starting to resent him I think at least ... I have never once in the 19 years we have been with each other ever thought I didn't want to be with him until recently I just don't want to hurt my son he doesn't know what's going on and he loves his dad with all his heart

So my question how can I fix things ?? Do I continue to be miserable for my son to have his mom and dad in the same home ?? Do I leave and do what's best for me ??? I am so confused and feel hopeless as far as things changing with him ..
I guess I know what I need to do but need to hear it from others !!!! Please give sound advice not things I already know . I really am looking for some sort of encouragement to fight for my life and keep my family together by sweet baby boy doesn't deserve to hurt in the process !!!
I do love him and know he loves me but I don't think we are IN LOVE with each other .. Also I hear that sometimes love isn't enough .. Any good sound advise is much appreciated !!
Thanks in advance for taking time to read and respond to my life delema !!
Asked Sep 04, 2015
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Answered Mar 08, 2019

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