Should I be thinking and dreaming about this boy so much?

So I met this boy at summer camp about a week ago, and I can't get him out of my head! Here's how it all started:


I was sitting in a room playing a stupid game with everyone else. He walked into the room. It was the first time I'd seen him (or so I thought!) and I looked at him and I thought, "Oh no, not this one, Dhani. You won't fall for him. No. You-You can't..."

A few minutes later I ended up looking into his eyes and I was LONG GONE. But when I did, it was like... everything just went on hold. The game, the other people, my cares... everything just stopped. And the lighting changed. It was like... we were outside, in broad daylight.

We were inside sitting on folding chairs.

So, as you can probably tell, I took an instant liking to him, and to my sheer delight, he took a liking to me too. As we sat around the campfire on the first night, I found that we shared a sense of sarcasm and wit that I couldn't relate to anyone about. For the last activity, we all had to hold hands and sing a song. Of course, we were sitting together, so we had to. But it just felt so... RIGHT, y'know?

In the next few days we saw each other a lot and hung out. We now have many inside jokes and things like that.

But on one of the days, we went swimming. As everyone had a good ole time, I had a major deja vu moment. I realized that I had seen this boy in a dream before, and we were in our exact same position talking about the exact same place. Crazy, I know, but such is love.

On the last night, about half the people had left because you could leave on a Friday or a Saturday. (We were both leaving on Saturday.) Our counselors decided to take the remaining campers out to an old abandoned campfire everyone kinda just forgot about. As we sat around the glowing blazes, we savored our last moments together. By then, we both knew we were going crazy over each other. The thing we didn't know is that I was 12 and he was 16 - there's a 4 year age gap difference between us. It's not super bad, I guess, but it's still there. I can just start playing sports in school, and he's driving? It doesn't seem to bother him too much. Seems a little weird to me. It doesn't bother me too much though, seeing as I didn't know for a while.

We could've kissed several times, and we held hands at every campfire. By the last night, he was super confident about holding my hand - on the first night he was really nervous - and he even held it on the way back to the cabins!

His family is very kind, and I'm friends with his sister, who's just a year older than me. Everyone says we're perfect for each other, which I can kind of believe. We're both more confident and happy when we're around each other. Everything reminds me of him, and he's in literally ALL my dreams. I just feel so... COMFORTABLE around him, y'know?

Sorry for writing you a novel here. We're not dating (yet) by the way. I just need someone to tell me if this is normal and I'm not just going mad here.

~Dhani
DhaniPopGreaser
Asked Jul 01, 2015
You are not mad. :P
You are falling in love with him. :)
Jane16
Answered Jul 06, 2015
*sigh* I know, and I keep trying to deny it.... It seems like I'm too young to fall in love though....
No, you can never be too young to fall in love. :)
Jane16 Jul 09, 2015
You are in love... Jane is right.. you are never to young to fall in love
plztellme
Answered Jul 09, 2015
......ok thanks!
:) <3

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