So here's a quick summery of me and my partner; met in high school me 15 & him 18, he was the first person I truely love and he was my first when I turn 16, after my 16th we broke up for 2 years got back together, then when I was 19 in March 2007 I found out me & him are gonna have our lovely daughter Emily, then in September 2007 he asked me to marry him I said yes, then in November 2007 just a few weeks after I turn 20 Emily was born, me and my partner set a date for a wedding, that wedding never happened because I left him at the alter but he still loved me but the next 2 years he did drugs and I stood by him when he was getting better, then in September 2011 he asked me to marry him again and I Was so looking forward to become his wife then life got in the way because I was at uni and he worked way a lot, then I finshed uni, then last year on 1st February we set a date for the wedding 18th September that year because that's the day we met in 2002, but at the end of March I found out we having are little man Theodore, then when I was 6 months pregnant he told me he cheated on me, so we broke up but he continued to leave with me until Theo was born then on 24 November nearly a month after I turn 27, our baby boy was born, then Marcus moved out but he kept asking to get back together, I said no, then this year in February I had some clips put on my tubes so I can't get pregnant then a month after that I started talking this man, then in April me and Marcus got back together but it didn't last long only 4 weeks he asked me to marry him for the 3rd time I said yes to be nice even tho I was in love with someone else then me and Marcus broke up and I went the hospital to check up and to hurry things a long me and this man broke up and me and Marcus got back together and yesterday we went to the hospital to get my results and what we found out was I have a cancer gene, my clips didn't work and am pregnant and am guessing it will be December time peanut will be born but my question is should I abort my baby so life easier because I can't have a 13 month old and new born and a 8 year old.
Btw me and Marcus are getting married and we have lost a baby before
MAIN QUESTION: SHOULD I ABORT MY BABY??
