By Mistakenly I told my boyfriend he has a small panis then my ex boyfriend which is untrue .

He is 40 year old married with two kids and highly educated professional and me 25 year old unmarried girl.. Now its been year after that incident I am still facing tourcher... everyday he abuses me verbally now since few days while having sex he ask me questions about my past sexual act wit my ex bf and I have to describe him each and everything with timings that's horrible.Now its been year after that incident I am still facing tourcher... everyday he abuses me verbally now since few days while having sex he ask me questions about my past sexual act wit my ex bf and I have to describe him each and everything with timings that's horrible.
It will look childish but I am ready to give in writing on stamp paper that I will never get married nor m telling him to leave his family I seriously love him more them anything exist in the world.. I will stay wit him til I die... but with this tourcher it has become difficult to live my life I tried ending my life with guilt for what said to him twice but it came to failed sucied attempt..he always used to tel how bful moment he had with his ex-gf and praised for her color and presence and describe their sexual fantacies initially all that accumulated in my mind and one day it said out of frustration but I never meant to hurt him nor it was true he really satisfies me well infact more then my ex ,, I just said it unknowingly but after that I said sorry 100 times I am highly repent for what I said .. And top of that I had a bad past and wrong people in past which I cannot change but I will definitely I will not repeat but he doesn't trust me anymore he abuses me every time and talk cheap about my body and profession which makes me really unhappy ,, but I know he is not doing it purposely but we are dying with this problem since 1 year and now tired of this life I get the felling of ending my life because I cannot live without him nor I can live with his hate rate towards me... please help me

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