I want a partner but.

I hate everyone for the most part. I can be sexually attracted to people of course but I mostly literally HATE everyone deeply with a burning passion, so much so at times I feel someone MUST go, me or everyone else on this Earth, I feel at times I literally can't be here with all these people and I freak out and get depressed etc. However I do feel a longing feeling to have someone to call my own (male or female I don't care, I'm bisexual). So how do you get a partner when you hate everyone and also is it a disorder or something? Because I'm not like a hitler nazi asshole lol, I'm actually quite nice despite the fact that my predisposition is just naturally hate I can't help but just hate people hardcore and not like groups like white, black, etc, whatev all that just every freaking body.