How can I kill myself with no pain? Can I take a pill? My friends always mean and nobody cares about me, my grades are all Fs and I have to have a tutor come for two hours every weekend day. I don't have a good relationship with my family because my dad hates me and moved to San Francisco. The last time I communicated with him was when I was three through a phone call. He changed his number. My mom only cares about my brother and doesn't care when I come home after school. She doesn't even really talk to me. Help me if you can but nobody can help, no one cares about me, I just want someone who love me.