Any christian book recommendations for someone with borderline personality disorder. Help wanted!

I was just recently diagnosed with borderline personality disorder. I have struggled with these type of symptoms my whole life and am excited that there is finally an answer to why I act and think the way I do. Faith is a huge part of my life but my disorder hinders and confuses me greatly. And book recommendations or studies I can go through to help begin this healing process? I have been struggling for many years now and feel like there is no way out. A battle between Religion and my faith go against scientific research and I also have a hard time with that.