A 36 year old virgin who still lives at home and wants to die. How do I kill myself?

I am fed up with everything and with the mercilessness of life. I still live at home and I am so miserable that I constantly think about killing myself. I feel like I am a failure because I just didn't try. I let my fear of being rejected because of who I am completely consume me. I am so afraid that I just don't have what it takes to be a sexual being and to make a woman happy. No matter how much education I get or the job I have, no woman will like me because they have to deal with who I am. I don't want to live loveless, but if I go on, that is what will be. I am so terrified of changing myself that I don't know how to change. It's no body's fault but mine. I feel like the merciful way out is to die now. My misery is my only company. My friends deserve someone a hell of a lot better than I. I have been a poor legacy. I have to end the family name. I'm too old and afraid to try. Suicide will be liberation. I am cursed with existence. Why couldn't I have died when I was born. I will not live to so I can grow old, useless, and experience love but can physically express it. I want ideas as to how I can kill myself.
Asked Sep 03, 2013
I understand that life is hard, I have been there so many times. But, you have to snap out of this depression and get it together. Really sit and find out who you really are internally, so that you can express yourself externally to women. There will be rejection, it is part of dating. Look at yourself in the mirror and see the beauty that you can bring to this crazy ass world. I really don't think you should kill yourself because you are worth it!
Answered Sep 04, 2013
I've read a lot of questions like yours on this web site and they all seem to have a common denominator. The people that write them seem to focus all of their energy into looking inward at themselves and have no outward vision of the rest of the world. The word "I" or "Me" appears in the one paragraph question above, 30 times.

What I don't understand is why would anybody sacrifice them self to their misery? If you want to sacrifice yourself, why not do it by forgetting about what you're not getting and look at what you can give. In the process, you may learn that love is a giving thing and the real joy in life is what you can give, never in what you expect or want. If you are ready to kill yourself, try working yourself to death helping others and you may find a wonderful, positive reason to stay with us.

Answered Sep 04, 2013
Edited Sep 04, 2013
Girl, suicide is the last alternative, and I can prove that. Please, answer me back or contact me by e-mail. Right now, I just took my medicine and can't stay up for an urgent chat. I'm almost fainting here. Clonazepam, rivotril, you know... Hope you're fine.
Answered Sep 04, 2013
Hun I know what your saying I have been in that same place I tried to committ suicide twice and people kept saying it will get better and it did for a bit then it got twice as bad as it was before but then it got better again and so on I guess what I'm trying to say here is that it will get better but at times it will feel worse than ever trust me last friday my cousin committed suicide its not nice I now realise the impact it has on people your life will get better I promise and sometimes it will feel twice as bad as ever but focus on something you will be a better person when you come out the other side of this my cousin then commited suicide last week and it has torn everyone apart its not worth it pls
Answered Oct 23, 2013
The best way to die is to throw yourself off a bridge... A high one, at that. Once your body falls in the water, the only people who would even have to deal with your carcass are those passing by on boats, and they can move around you easily. It's the most considerate way to end your life. Just so you know.
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