It's really sad that you see your own child as an obstacle and would easily kill it just so it weren't in the way of vacation or meeting a boy. What if somehow that child knew what you were thinking, or if your mother thought that of you while she was pregnant with you? That's pretty heart-breaking. It is your own body, but I urge you to consider the severity of the choice your making. once that baby is gone, there's no getting it back, and are you ready to kill your own for what? A few months of fun? You could at least have it and give it to a family who wants it. But please understand, that just because it hasn't been born, doesn't mean its not a living human being and that inside or outside a body, extinguishing of that life is murder. Can you handle these things later on? Please think hard on this because you may be surprised on how you look at it afterwards.
