if I do what I love to do which in my case is travelling and hopefully teaching in different countries and no go after the nobel pursuits like medicine. law or the army will I really add something to the world? If I do that then I might not get the respect an army officer (just like my father) gets or have stars on my shoulders or understand what loyalty is, I might not understand what it s like to be in the face of death or not experience the joy of knowing that 'im waking up so that my countrymen can sleep'. I really want to joint the army because I think that it'll satisfy me and I will be a part of an organisation which believes in 'freedom is not for free' but then I might not be able to travel around the world, soak in whats out there, be free, test myself to the limits, see different cultures,meet new people, bring a sense of adventure in my life and write about it all. But I really want to make a positive difference in people's lives. Im just a little confused.
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