So, for these past 4 years I've known the homosexuality and really from the beginning I felt like WTF ?? Like over a week or 2 after I've known it , I star to read some homosexual stories (gay and lesbian) and I've kinda liked it I don't know why ?!!! Then I started to watch lesbian kisses on YouTube and something really weird , like a feeling .. it get's into me when I watch it ... After that I searched in Facebook some pages about lesbians and gay (mostly lesbian but I like boys a lot I didn't mention it) and I have some friends that are lesbians in Facebook and they tell me about there relationships and everything and I get so interested and want's to know many things . Sometimes I think of imagining myself in a lesbian relationship (i still like boys and get attracted to them) ... I feel something in my inside that whisper's ! I don't imagine myself like having sex with a girl but kissing one YES . I have many dreams like marrying a guy and have kids and live like every normal girl in this world but these things make's me confused and abnormal in my behavior with everyone , I want to know if I'm bisexual or bi curious or still straight and normal !??? And please tell me what is bi curious is , help me pleas and thank you :)
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