I feel like putting a bullet through my head. I just cant cope anymore and I dont know what to do

the love of my life left me and broke my heart, she is now happy with another guy and I still sit crying every night reading old love letters she wrote me... im being let go from my dream job I got into straight after I left school, my family life is falling apart, and it feels like since my ex left me everything has gone downhill and im in a state where I dont want to eat, dont want to sleep, im angry and upset all the time and the only thing I look forward to is getting my weeks wage to piss up the wall on booze and drugs..... I just want to end it to be honest, I need help... any advice from anyone would be amazing

I have no idea how that feels, but I do know that I truly appreciate life. http://www.ehelp.com/questions/10443118/how-can-i-suicide-myself

Read the post by the username rebel. It is an extremely touching story and even made myself feel better about everything. I'm so sorry you feel this way! I wish I could help. I hope everything turns out alright. :)

I cant say I know how your feeling but I do know pain. Im 16 and I got pregnant by a 26 year old man. I just lost the baby back in april and after that the father left me. I use to cry and cut myself everynight. On top of that I have been raped for over 8 years by the same man and my mom just lets it happen. I cant say I feel your pain because im numb to the world around me. The only thing I can tell you is to keep your head up and look for the silver linning in every dark cloud. Hope you feel better.

PEACH