Am I REALLY bi or just a fake werirdo

well Ive been straight/bicurious since I was seven or eight... then earlier this year I got really sorta depressed and had REALLY low self confidence cause I was like I may as well try girls cause no guy could love me anyway ... does anyone else ever feel like that or is it just me being weirdd and does that even count ?

Thanks LG for pointing me to use the answer box.
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A couple of questions for the anonymous user...are you depressed because you don't have a bf? Is that why you are turning your attention to girls? This suggests to me that you are not bi but rather looking for companionship and willing to take it from whom ever offers it. This is dangerous and could get you or the other person hurt. If you hook up with a girl but you are not really into girls but she is. Then a guy comes along and you dump her for him she will be hurt. Then it turns out that the guy stop liking you because you are pretending to be bi. Now you have a big emotional mess on your hands. I think you want a bf because the boys you hang around aren't showing any interest and you are settling for girls. Don't ever settle for average or for something you don't really want. You will never be happy. A caterpillar never comes out the cocoon before its time. It's stay there to develop and later become a butterfly. If a chicken comes out of the egg too early it will die quickly because its not fully develop. Don't rush to get a bf or settle for a gf. Anything worth having is worth waiting for. in the mean time work on you. know yourself. what are your weaknesses and strengths? get a hobby, play sports, develop healthy friendships (boys and girls). help somebody in need. play games, work hard, get enough rest, do stuff that makes you happy. Have fun. It will help your self esteem. Praying works too! The guy will come. Just be patient. You may not want to hear this but some matters of the heart you cannot rush. Keep your head up :-)

idk maybe boys like u but they dont admid!
i mean im really good at it
but a year a go it really hurted a girl
and I was like NOOOOOOOOOOO
soo I never did it again just ask or something
and for that bi question: your love is were ur heart is.
if u feel love around girls like srange strong love ur bi!
hope I helped-domino

Aw well im sure there are guys who like you maybe theyre just too shie (dont know how u spell that lol) to say it maybe if there is a guy u like then try to make the first move guys like a girl whos confident. But yeah there definetly has been times ive felt like that. But if u r bi then bé proud :)

i think your bi. im bi as well and I went through the same thing your going through now. dont worry boys will start to tell you they like you soon after they find out you might be bi. good luck. im here if you need some advice.