Am I bi?

I no I'm not gay. I'm a girl. I think boys are really cute. (Im a Directioner). But I have some girl friends and I think I like one more than a friend. Whenever she says we are gonna hang out with another girl, too, I get jealous, and I am sometimes worried that she won't like me anymore. If I am bi,well..... I have enough problems, I have OCD, dyslexia, some depression, and more, I don't no if I could handle people calling me "weird", or "just another version of gay". I have nothing against bi or gay people.

be proud of who you are,if you're bi accept it and you should not let anyone bring you down,you are amazing for being yourself always remember that,