My father is freakin insane!

Yes I know I should just leave but don't I have the right to question a situation where a father hates his own son so deeply. This is really bothering me. Any good advice is much appreciated. I am really freaking out I can't concentrate on anything and there are no real work opportunities here anyway. I think I might have the symptoms of adhd as I feel really hyper and cannot sit in one place. I have to keep walking even if I feel really tired. Can't sleep much either. I have slept only 5 hours in the last three days which is not enough and could be dangerous for me.

In addition, I am surrounded by people of another religion which is very racist by book and these people hate me a lot. Frankly all this hate is really, really bugging me. There are no good girls here to talk to or go out with either. I am stuck in hell and cannot escape. Please help!

Your father and the people around you will have little, if anything, to do with where you will be ten years from now. Where you will be and what you will be doing will totally depend on you. So what's the answer? Do you waste your time today doing combat with people who will make no difference or do you ignore them and work on the things that will make a real difference in your future?

Are you sure that it's your father that's insane?