Why should I call suicide hotline right now?

what can they do for me :(

It's not what they can do for u it's what u can do for yourself I was in a dark place once and I almost OD but I stopped for a min and thought of everyone who I would impact dot be that selfish to make everyone who loves u never see u again. Now I have so many more friend and it sounds stupid but I don't let myself down anymore I always think of what's better in life and keep my head held high and I feel like a new person.

Because you matter and you are somebody and God loves you.

They can talk you through the dark spots, and help you figure out something else to work on the issues that are disturbing you.

You can also chat at crisischat.org.