Why would you take back or still love her when she cheated on you? How can you love some body like

I have separation anxiety. And im doing long distance relationahip for the first time. I felt so so lonely so I somehow cheated on my boyfriend. He got super mad and disgusted at me
And I feel so gilty and ashamed and disgusted about myself. Yet he still wants me back in his life. And he still loves me. Why???? How could somebody love a person whose like that? (HELP ME PLEASE)

Everyone is different. Maybe he cares about you enough to work through the pain. Maybe he has a big heart. Maybe he doesn't want to start over in another relationship. Maybe he feels like he's invested too much in the relationship to give up right now. Maybe he understands why you did it, and is able to forgive you. He is the best person to answer that question, but if this happened recently, this might not be the best time.

May be he really likes you very much and so is ready forget your mistake and wants a fresh start wih you. So go for him and dont cheat him,just increase your time spended with him via phone or chat