As a girl, i'm really insecure. Like, when I try to look pretty and whatnot. But whenever I dress up as a guy, whether it's just wearing guy clothes and a hat or something, or whether i'm screwing around and actually trying to look/act/be a guy, I always feel more confident. I think I look better as a guy and pull it off better. besides, I have like no boobs anyway. the only thing im insecure about when im dressing as a guy is my ass. my ass is big and like a girls. when i'm myself though, I like it lol. but yeah, most of my life I get along better with guys, or hang out with guys. I have a gay fetish too, like guy on guy. but i'm also really attracted to girls and would much rather watch girls in porn or fantasize about a girl than a guy. unless its my bf. but he looks kinda like a girl cuz he has hair as long as mine, and a baby face. and hell shave his armpits and part of his legs and he has like no hair that grows on him anyway. i'm also embarassed of having a vagina. especially when my boyfriend sees it, but that might just be because I think hes secretly gay. but I get like jealous of penis, and think it'd be better to have one. i'm not sure if i'm actually partly a guy in my mind or if i'm just confused. but sometimes I wonder if i'd be happier and more confident that way? and just like completely start my life over? but I know my parents would hate that.. i'm almost 19 though too.
Asked Mar 14, 2013
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