Question your actions though... why do you cut or hurt yourself? Is it because pain or agony makes you feel alive? And why are you depressed? Is it because you have expectations that people, or you yourself never meet, or is it because of a much deeper pain. Life is not easy, perhaps it may seem to you like that, but killing yourself does not solve anything. It causes more pain, actually. Especially to family members... If you can, try to look into yourself and see where this sadness is coming from. And why is it a struggle to keep alive? Is it because something is happening in your life? Is it your school, your job, your family or friends? And what stops you from just changing your life? Perhaps you are sick of the system, as you do not feel a part of it, which makes sense. Most of us do not. It is a system created for robots, people who do the same things every day so much, that it becomes almost mindless, mechanical. If you can try to sit in silence too, and find the time to be in nature... even for 5 minutes, it doesn't have to be long. Also, try to find something that you appreciate about life. Do you enjoy doing something? Perhaps cooking, dancing, singing... anything. No one can tell you what you can or cannot enjoy, or that you need a school or a qualification to do something. You are in charge of your life, and whether you decide to live it with love, or end it, or stay in sadness or misery for the rest of it is your, and only yours choice. ;) Take care.
