Silver 192, haha, well hello. I am from india and 26 years old. U I guess r not an indian and nearly 15, so dear little one :) u most probably love him. Ill tell u my situation . I love a girl, more than neone. I have never been in a relationship, I liked many girls though but when I liked her, I was sure I want to spend every single day with her. Its been 20 months since I proposed her. She rejected but chatted for a week, then I wud wish her good mornings and good nights, she would reply sometime. After 2 months she said let's talk for a while and see if it works, but for next 10 days she didn't reply to my msgs. Then I asked her abt her ex, telling if she stills feels for him then we should get him back and she never replied. Though she told a common frnd abt me and asked him to tell me to stop msging. So I stopped. But I had earlier asked her twice that if she doesn't want me to msg, she should tell me. She said nothing then. Neway, 5 months passed and I had sent her msgs two times. She didn't reply. She just msged once and said she was getting bored so texted for timepass. She asked me not to msg unless she msgs me. I did the same but after a month was her bday so I called and wished. Then after 2 weeks, she texted me in the night at 12:30 telling me that she was listening to my fav song. I was happy. She said nothing much. Just asked me not to think otherwise. I asked her not to think too much and that I won't disturb her but after 5 days I again get her msg. I called and she was crying so she asked me to text. She didn't admit dat dhe was crying. That day I said to her I won't disturb her at all. After 10 days she again texted me saying hi and I was a fool, I was crying and missing her badly and didn't know when I slept and couldn't reply. Then I texted d next day but she didn't talk so I didn't say nething. After 2 months, I came to know from dat common frnd dat she liked a guy, so I just texted her telling her to propose him and not wait. She replied next day, saying there is nuthing like dat. We talked after a long time and then we talked a few times 4-5 times over one month. I became very sentimental. And texted her a lot of sentimental things. She just called n said I was mad but not in anger. I stopped msging again. After 3 months I again received her msg. We talked for 2 hours. She said she had a breakup. Then we started talking every night. She said she has no feelings for me and is talking just like dat and I shud not be affected if she stops talking. And she also started msging me in d day. We sort of remained connected for d whole day. This went on for 40 days or so and then one day I kept waiting for her msg but it didn't come. She talked in d night and sounded normal. Next day again no msg and no talk, and in d coming days she never msged once during d day and barely replied and also talked after 2-3 days. I just asked her what happened and she said she had a fight wid her frnd and wasn't ignoring me. But this went on for a week or 10 days. One day I irritated her and she scolded me badly. I didn't msg after dat but after 10 days got a call from her. She said she wud talk in d night nd I waited but nothing came , waited d next day but no contact so I texted her saying she doesn't need to talk and shud msg me if dere is some problem and I stopped msging. But after a month I get a msg from her. I again turnrd sentimental but she again didn't like it we talked n she told me she was having an on off affair with dat guy. I said she shud not talk to him so she said I was jealous of him so I said fine den don't talk to me too n she said she would never talk to me but after 3 weeks she again said hi and we talked abt my business. I texted her in morning n night and she replied back with a msg but after 2 days, she didn't reply in d night and the next day so I again left a msg asking her not to talk saying that she can live widout talking to me. On 24 nov was her bday but I didn't wish and on 29 nov was nine n she didn't wish. Now again after a month, on 5 december she msged me. I again turned sentimental and she said she msged casually thinking of me as a classmate or frnd and said she had a habit of being in contact with classmates or old frnds and said she did wrong so she said bye.
She can't even admit I am a frnd. Now I won't msg, what else can I do.
But I can feel dat she loves me. Now u judge if she loves me or not. If she loves me den u love him and ill tell u something more and if she doesn't love me den most probably u don't love him but still let me know. Thanks for reading and sorry for wasting ur time :)
Neway, take care dear :
