I found out that the "nice" and the "lonely guy" lives forever alone.
What can I do? Where can I go? I hate myself. I've been lonely for a miserable 7 years mainly because I'm ugly. I wanna end it all. I certainly can't live alone forever.
You can't sit alone and expect the world to come to you. Get involved with projects that help other people. Develop a positive attitude, put a smile on your face and make a difference in other people's lives then watch what happens to yours.
The more I try to get involved in the world the more I get the cold shoulder and funny stares which is how I developed this negative attitude. But thanx for your answer Rob.