How can I kill myself without anyone knowing

I'm beyond help here, so, if u try to help I will just ignore it. Forget it.

I do this for my own sake, for my own happiness. I will be happier if I'm dead than staying in this world.

I do care about my family, but this is just too painful. I prefer to hurt them. I know it hurt my family... but I just want to end this....

I know cyanide poisoning from google, but it is hard to find, and even if a pharmacy have it, they won't sell it. I'm willing to commit bad things like stealing but, I don't know how cyanide looks like.

So, I need an alternative. I don't care if it is painful. I no longer care. But I need something that will make sure I will die and.... no one will know that I died because I killed myself.

I live in Asia, and things probably so different here. I need to know where I can get things that will kill me, yet no one will notice that die killing myself...

I'm sick of this beautiful lie, I prefer the painful truth :P

Edit: Oh I'm 21 and I have had enough beautiful time.
Someone gave me happiness, but the's also the reason why I want to die now. That is the only time when I really feel happiness.

Please Understand.

Edit: I would shot myself if I can, but u wont be able to get ur hand on a gun here.
Arc216cN
Asked Nov 08, 2012
Edited Nov 09, 2012
join the RAF, my parents said that's suicide
Omg, this was posted so long ago,........... Are you still there?
Lana312 May 27, 2013
I-i want t-to kill myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Valerin Mar 25, 2014
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Valerin Mar 25, 2014
Find a river with crocodiles and jump in there. That's how I would do it
don't you dare kill yourself!



you were given a life don't waste it please
zeeguy100
Answered Apr 30, 2013
please listen to me don't kill yourself
why not go hitchhiking round the world?
Jouisa1993
Answered May 01, 2013
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Valerin Mar 25, 2014
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Valerin Mar 25, 2014
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Valerin Mar 25, 2014
That's pretty selfish, considering some people fight to live everyday.
Thehelper101
Answered May 27, 2013
Word! This is a good answer!
people fight to live, but itd be nice to still have one more person alive
Exxsssssssssaqa
Valerin Mar 25, 2014
I'll be your life,your voice,your reasons to be.
Valerin Mar 25, 2014
shoot urself! why would it matter if people knew how u died stop tryin 2 get attention
love321
Answered Nov 09, 2012
k were trying to help them not you nconsiderate ass dont be so mean. how would u like if someone said this to you huh.
Sadness or happiness,,all have an end...feeling that everything is useless and the interest in living lost...

No problem,,, falling from a high area is a way of dying that anyone may think that you fall without wanting,,,especially if you made a previous story of what you want to do as a person who is interesting in life,,,

Try to read that and what ever you decide it'll always be your own decisions that you alone have the responsibility of it as long as you can think....

To search for a way yourself will help you feel better to be able at last to find the way of dying yourself,,,

emmm,,,If you want to have an end for your life then all will know that you are weak enough to not be able to keep in that life and make a reason of the presence to help those who like it to keep in at last...

To be foolish enough to ask people their help to kill yourself is just a way to tell all people that you 'll be brave and do that and also 'll let them all know,,,

If I 'm on your position I may hate the life but I won't accept that anyone may say that I'm weak and can't face the life bothering presence,,,
What they say may not be important,,,but I'll say that myself,,,
There is a reason and a special thing that you are able to do you only,,,what is it? can you tell ? No you've no enough time to do that. coz you have to die..How much you know yourself?
your family,,, why will care if you die and you said that you care about their feelings then how is that contrariety?? you really care about your own opinion not theirs...

I'm not trying to help you to go through that depression coz. it is obvious that there is a REASON to make this search of life loss ways...

but I want you to think the same my dear friend did before once she hate it, and decided not to stay for herself but to enjoy watching the others who fear from dying to death and try to help them focus on the truth of life and just at end she'll die why to not try being patient for that coz. she did that wait for long enough time...

There are many medical ways that will result in a heart attack and so on you'll die the fastest but anyone can tell that you did that yourself...

s\he who gave you happiness 'll regret that and 'll always think that s\he is responsible for that loss,,
can you think for others and neglect the focus on yourself wish...

all are up to you...
I can't either purify u a wish...
My4649
Answered Nov 09, 2012
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Valerin Mar 25, 2014
You say, "I do this for my own sake, for my own happiness", how do you know this is true? How do you know whether it won't be worse than now? Our mind always tricks us.
I don't know your circumstances, so I can't give real advice, but why can't you just look at your life as big challenge? If it is really unbearable, how about moving to another country? Be wise, remember that if you have willpower, everything depends on you.
Abbath
Answered Nov 15, 2012
unless you live in a land locked country you could always rent out a boat and drown yourself. most would think you had an accident and it would be difficullt to find the body for a forensic examination.
billious
Answered Jan 12, 2013
if get u have freinds or family you dont want being charged drown yourself if you dont slit your throat or jump off something high but remember you always regret it and remember the good things in your life when your falling
lIRONDONKEY94
Answered Jan 12, 2013
Edited Jan 12, 2013
Listen I know u are going to ignore anyone tryst to keep u from killing itself so I'm not gonna stop u I wont tell u u will regret it either cuz u never regret anything. But I will say that u should wait. See where life takes u not kill itself. God has a reason for creating everyone please please just rethink what ur doing if u still want to kill ur self then fine but please just rethink it first.
tbone17
Answered May 01, 2013
You will need a little money and some freedom, other than that, it's easy and free.

1. Wait for winter.
2. Buy a one-way ticket to some place in high mountains - some 4000...5000 meters high will do. Bad luck if your country have none, but then foreign travel is not that much difficult to do. There are lots of tours into mountains, too.
3. Do not eat anything for a couple days before the voyage.
4. Travel to mountains.
5. Buy or gather some firewoord - 3-4 kilograms would be enough. Have some paper for firemaking, lighter or matches. Hunting matches are the best.
6. Buy some booze (whatever you prefer), it gotta be strong enough (not less than 20% alcohol). No food. If you're not used to drinking lots of strong booze without eating things, then some gum or something like that is ok, too.
7. Put booze, firewood and other things you want to carry with you into nice comfortable backpack. You gotta walk some hours, and things you'll be carrying are better not become a major trouble. Good shoes and warm cloth (more than enough warm!) is a must, too.
8. Pack up and go up and away as much as you can. Enjoy 'em views in the process, too. Make sure to end up dozens miles away from any settlement or building. Go away during night if you want additional secrecy.
9. When far enough from everyone and everything, make fire with all your firewood, strip naked (or nearly naked, leaving panties and - if you're a girl - a bra - is totally OK; it's also OK to keep boots and gloves, but nothing else, really!), then throw all your unneeded clothes into the fire. Throw your backpack and everything which even remotely can be used to keep body's warmth into the fire as well, keep the booze.
10. Drink the booze.
11. Profit.

It'll be quite painless. It's winter, it's high mountains, so it's COLD out there. Plus you didn't eat for days, so your body is quite short on nutrients and calories to resist the cold. Around you are miles of barren snow and rock desert, and the cold is everywhere - there is nothing which could save you (provided you indeed kept everything secret and nobody knows you're out there). Cold is merciless and quite quick killer, given proper circumstances. I had my hands frozen to the point both almsot didn't work, once; fortunately both hands managed to thaw and remain entirely healthy. It was not painful. Booze is required to remove not exatly pleasant skin reaction to extreme cold (the "cold bite"), and also trick your body into thinking you're not any much freezing while you are. What I like the most, though, is that freezing to death does not deprive body tissues of oxygen the way most other ways do, and it doesn't massively break tissies on macro-level like jumping or gunshot would, there is no blood spilling, and it's peaceful (with at least if one is well drunk at the time of the passing away).

It also makes every possible chance to reconsider if you try this method. Time and time again, while doing nesessary preparations, earning needed money, finding a good mountain place for this to do etc. If you manage to get it done, congrats, you indeed were dead serious about getting seriously dead. Cheers! :)
Chilly
Answered May 27, 2013
well done guys most of u have most probably killed someone well done I am clapping at u all ha ha ha anyways dont kill urself u were made for a reason it may be bad right now but things will get better xoxo
emily321
Answered May 27, 2013
Their is a girl on this and her name is beautiful_girl and her page is about to stop thinking about killing yourself
rcr12
Answered Mar 26, 2014
cut bitch, cut (:
grumpizza
Answered 10 hours ago
Edited 10 hours ago
inject nutmeg into your blood stream
b3xyb33
Answered Jan 12, 2013
or eat non cooked almonds
b3xyb33 Jan 12, 2013

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