So, I know I've got a million questions, please forgive me for that, but I really want to talk to this girl, I'm quiet and nervous, but I've heard from so many people how awesome I am once I open up, most people who meet me love me, so I know I've got something to offer, but I'm not so confident, I try to say something simple to her like hi, but I freeze up. We were just friends, now I have a crush on her. And she's so beautiful and always on my mind. I'm smart, funny, cool, strong, I have a nice body, I think deeply, I'm loving and all that good stuff, I look nice, have nice clothes. Basically I lack nothing except confidence, when I meet someone like this I want to impress her so much I overthink it and don't let my natural personality flow, then I end up thinking about her and everything and instead of expressing the way I feel, I just blank out and catch myself staring mindlessly, Thank goodness she doesn't notice or I hope she doesn't. She has the most beautiful eyes, and her body is perfect, she's smart, pretty, and laid back. She perfectly captures what it means to be lady-like, she's always confident, never loud or obnoxious only calm. I could write a whole book about her beauty. To summarize it in one word, perfection. But between how quiet I am & how many guys like her and aren't afraid to talk to her it seems I have no chance, What do I do? Also one guy I know and hate has a very similar taste in women, since 6th grade (I'm in 8th now) he's liked all the same girls I've liked, our differences: He's white, I'm black, he's fat, I'm not, he's not funny, I am, he looks weird, while many people refer to me as handsome, I'm slightly taller, I'm stronger, faster, have a little hair on my face, deeper voice etc. Basically I see myself with the girl before he could get her, yet he has confidence to talk to her, why don't I have that? How could I get her to go out with me, thanks for any ideas/answers. They're truly appreciated.
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