Why to do that???if all people with trouble thought of suicide then this world should be empty from members,,,
The life is full of surprising things and not all people knows and if they knew the future of harm, they won't continue, but to not know and with hope u kept on going forward,,,,
Just facing the troubles and trying to be flexible u can keep on livin, the propose will never be to have happy life but to gain it and gaining thing is by a self search and work...
I'm not making fun of ur troubles or saying that they are not serious, but I found long while ago that each trouble I face I myself can cope with whatever it is, if I just made concentration on resolving, I got sometimes more troubles but after time I just find that this experience improved me so much and helped me in a real big trouble of life and death,,
The problem is marriage in the first looks as a heaven and after time responsibilities make the acute stress and change in acts to be destructed RS,,
what u wish for never must be a part of the marriage but something that u do for future just to be better, know more and helping others,,,
If u want a suicide way then pardon me for what I'll say,,, why to ask??there is many ways in your hand and even a child can do,,, the truth is that u don't want to do that, but the shock of the change interrupt u and make u heat to continue just feel that every thing is dark and no benefit to be n,,,
this all can be a part of losing the way to stand against things isn't it better to say ur troubles and search for a way to get over them then with that u can find a better reason to continue,,,if u want the normal suicidal way where u keep focusing on hard work to exhaust urself then with the hard work on that thing and I think with presence of the child-life around in that work will give that deep feel to the heart to start look in different way around....
I'm so sorry for my way in answering,,,just I don't think that staying far from problems is Ok. ,,,trying to go away 'll solve nothing, then death is nothing but running away from suffer, but without suffer we can't understand the feel of happiness,,we can't find a new strength we must use to decrease that suffer and won against,,
emmm pardon I don't know ur type of problems I tell in general,,,