I'm a girl and I think I like my cousin?

Ok first me and my cousin r like the best cousins ever she's in seventh grade and in in 6th. We had told each other secrects over texting since I moved to LA. And I told her about when we were small that when we kissed in the dark, when I went over to her house. We were playing Hide and Go seek in the dark and her little sister to. Ok me and my cousin gizzle kissed twice on the same day. And we grew up together we've seen each other naked and took showers together since we had to. And over the years she's kissed boys and she has a girlfriend now. And I have kissed boys too but I haven't had a boyfriend. So we text each other secrects, I tell her how many times I wanted to kiss her again and she said once I get to Florida we could kiss. But I'm not sure if she likes me or if I like her. And she did tell me that she used to have a crush on me before when we were little. And gizzle was my first kiss and I was her first kiss. I told her that I've kissed 5 girls before which I have and that we did it. It would of been all 5 since it is cuz she told that we did do it before, but I don't remember. And my question is does she still like me??? And now she hasn't texted me in about 3weeks! And she told me that she has a girlfriend and that my cousin is bisexual.

Here's the thing... Dating a relative is a bad idea. It's much better to direct your feelings towards someone who lives near you. In the meantime, think about some other hobby or your schoolwork so you can stop thinking about her so much.

Also... If she hasn't communicated with you in three weeks and she has a girlfriend, it sounds like she's focused on her girlfriend and everything else in her life and not focused on you. It sounds like she likes her girlfriend.

But hey, chin up! Focus on other things and you'll feel better soon.

Firstly think of yourself, that is it ok. May be you are liking your cousin as bro and good boy. Not as a boyfriend.