Idk what to do!

this girl I recently had a thing with got back with her 4 yr ex.she knows im still in love with her and she has really strong feelings for me but she recently friendzoned me. me and her still skype all the time. I would always be smiling on cam but behind the smile..im always sad. for some reason she can always tell when im sad even when I smile. so she ask's whats wrong and what im thinking about a lot of the time. im usually sad because I would always think about her and think of how badly I want to be with her but I would always end up telling her nothings wrong.. she would get mad and just tell me goodnight...i dont want her mad but then again I also dont want to explain how I feel because its not right..because we are 'just' friends and she has a boyfriend. what do I do?...

I think your restraint is admirable, although I'm sure it's painful. Maybe just tell her you are going through something you just don't know how to talk about and that you appreciate her being there for you. Then maybe spend a little less time with her to give yourself time to heal and allow your feelings to fade. I'm sorry. I wish I had a more optimistic answer, but I think you alreaady see a relationship is not possible because she has made other choices. When you are ready and when things fall into place, I bet you'll find your own special someone who will light up your life in a way she can't... and you deserve that.

It's very difficult to maintain a close relationship with an "ex" anything (girlfriend, wife, business partner). People who believe it's over don't even try. It sounds like you haven't accepted that idea yet. You're hanging on, hoping she will change her mind and somehow get things back to where they were.

When she asks why you're sad, why not tell her the truth? That you're hanging on and hoping but talking to her is painful because it reminds you of the way things were before. Once you can accept the idea that the issue is resolved forever, you'll move on to someone who can make you smile.