there is this girl, that i've been seeing and talking to for the past 3 months. when I met her she recently broke up with her boyfriend of four years,that was like 6 months before.first couple weeks, she started liking me a lot and by then I have already liked her a lot!We live like two counties away from each other , so we usually meet halfway.when we met up at the club one day things were going great. she was being extreamly affectionate. we dance, everytime I kissed her she would smile.all her friends really like me too..even ones I have not yet to meet. The problem is after that day..excuses started coming in. I started talking about how she was so perfect and why I liked her so much.she always asked why her? and told me I have so much opportunities and better girls out there.i hated it when she said stuff like that.along that week, she got back with her four year ex. that hurted me a lot but I pushed my feelings aside and said nothing.she still flirted with me and told me how much she liked me when she was with him..but I got kind of jelouse of him.a week later they broke up and she noticed I was really hurt that she got back with him. she said she was over him yet a week after she got back with him behind my back. she didnt tell me she was with him again until she broke up with him a week after again. the day after that she told me that this was the last time she's going to speak with me ever again.. because she doesnt want to hurt me anymore and that there are so many other girls out there. I had to accept that me and her would never happen.10 minutes later, she texted me she couldnt do it and said she doesnt want me out of her life. a week after she told me next time we meet at a club I have to promise her that I would at least try to look for another girl or else she would stop talking to me.i knew I wouldnt be able to do it but I said okay anyways. 2 weeks after we ended up meeting at the club, she was a bit tipsy by the time I got there. the first 2 hours we acted like a couple until she asked me to go find a girl somewhere..i couldnt do it, I argued with her for 30 mins telling her I dont want to find someone else..then she gives m all the excuses about how shes not special and there are so many others out there. it hurted me a lot..i just told her fine and walked away. as I walked away she went up to me and kiss me..i was a bit teary from before but I was confused. what is she trying to do? by the end of that night we talked for quite a while. telling me all those excuses again..i asked her what should I do, she said whatever I want. I told her im going to keep chasing her. she brought up those excuses again!.i gave up.. I didnt know what to say anymore so I just walked away. I cried for a good 2 hours after . next day we talked and she friendzoned me. it made me sad but I just agreed with it. since then she barely talks to me anymore. we used to talk every single day. we would stay up and skype with each other and now nothing. just texts once or twice a day talking to me when she's bored or somthing. I feel as if she is mindfucking me.
what should I do? I want to keep chasing after but its making everything worse..
what should I do? I want to keep chasing after but its making everything worse..
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