~ No reason to feel like your dieing
~ I do believe she needs to make money the honest way.
~ But I am not judging anyone. If she feels that is ok, than that is up to her and her god.
~ Maybe you need to talk to her and tell her how you feel about it.
~ Work out a way, you both can get the cash you need to see each other.
~ A way that you both agree with.
~ Also you really have to do what works also.
~ So much pressure on money now a days, it's crazy and too much!
~ I hope I helpped Good Luck My friend.
~ Do not be scared to asked more questions.