I am 21 years old, work, and also go to college full time. This spring break I would like to travel on my own for 2 weeks but every time I talk to my parents about it they range in anger towards me and I have always had trouble expressing my feelings to my family. I have always been fearful of my father because he was abusive to me when I was younger and used to hit me a lot. At this point in time where there is no level of understanding and letting me learn things on my own what should I do? Go without their permission or try to get their permission once again?
I would like advices not judgments