Hi im full lez and need help

hello im full lez I only turned full lez bout a month ago I have no crushs or noting BUT.... I a to scared to hit another girl for some reason. I was at me big sisters (i class her as me big sis) and I was like can I kick ur ass? and we go out side and I was to scared to hit her she was hiting me but I was to scared to hit her but before I wasnt and like 7months ago I was bashed by this other girl (this was before I was going to stay bi or lez) and I didnt touch her whats going on? am I trying to be much of a boy or something someone plz tell me whats going on?
thank you heaps xx =)

It sounds like your 13 or 14 lol

The more you relax and "be yourself" the more you'll discover about who you are. Just breathe, and take one day at a time... and keep your hands to yourself... no a$$ kicking. :-)