Waste of a life.

Hey, I am 16 and need some heeeelp.. AGAIN..

Ok, I finished my Highschool Turnford and am not in College at ware studying a Art and design diploma level 2! I'm loving it..

We have to go into College 3 days a week and the day's I am not at college I do.. Nothing.

I have been told I'm older in mind then many of my friends.. And I can see what they mean. Many of my 'Friends' at college are still... Childish? and I really feel like I have nothing in common with anyone, apart from that were on the same course.

I don't talk to many people that I went to Highschool with. I hardly even talk to my College friends! Mostly because they say stuff like.. "I have a 10 inch and I will slap you with it" and more.. Explicit things.

I have a problem with looking too far into the future and feel like I just want to start Getting a house, Getting a car and so on.. BUT I know in order to do these things I need a good job. So I need to keep working on my courses and work to achieve my goal.

I am moving soon because of something I would rather not say.. But because of this I feel like there is no point in trying to make friends again.. Because I hate goodbye's and I won't want to get attached to anyone..

I have an image in my head of how I want my life to turn out, as many people do.

I guess I am feeling a little upset with myself that I haven't lived my life yet.. Even know I'm 16. I'm very independent and would never tell anyone I know about my problem's as I feel like it will bore them.. The one girl I did tell everything to I hardly speak to.

I feel confined in this small room where I stay all day and night (apart from college)

I have NOONE to go out with..

Is there ANY advice on what I should or could do? Many thanks to anyone that can give me hope or advice.

My advice would be to get active in a club or group focusing on a subject you're interested in like a drama club, choir, sports etc. That will allow you to both spend your time doing something useful and associate with people on the same level who have similar interests.

Obviously you're looking for someone to talk to, so why don't you try finding a person with your common interests? Maybe looking for a Pen-Pal, or someone to call on when you don't know what to do. I understand the "boxed in" feeling you have, and I hope you find a way to fix it. I can't directly relate to your predicament, but I know that it's hard to find someone to talk to when all your peers act like "children." Hope this helps in some way.