see, i've fallen for someone recently. and it was all beautiful. the chasing part especially. because the chemistry was there. I was happy, she was too, I can tell. it has flowers written all over, it was special. I don't know what happened but things went downhill after. but it's okay. I mean, I am trying to get over her. but see, she wouldn't let me go. she knows she has this certain privilege on me where i'll let her in anytime she wants to. like if i'm in the middle of something, i'll throw everything aside just because she suddenly feel like talking to me. I try not too, I mean i'm trying to forget her no? I know she just wants us to stay friends but the things is, I still have feelings for her, it wouldn't slide, not even a bit. and talking to her - not helping for me to move on. am I weak for letting her use me like that?
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