IDK what to do anymore! :(

First of all, i've been having this sadness for what seems like forever. For one thing, I'm grounded from my cell, all music devices, and my computer, so the only way I can get on the computer is at school. I've been grounded for what seems like forever now, and I still got a ways to go. Secondly, this girl i've been in love with ever since about 2 months ago is makin me feel even worse. It used to be that she'd wanna come to my house or have me over to hers, she'd wanna hold my hand, hug all the time, and just things like that. Now we don't talk hardly at all, I mean we still do but its not like it used to be... she told me that she liked me, and I told her that I liked her, but I think that she doesn't have feelings for me anymore. And that kills me. I still have feelings for her, but i'm having second thoughts. Also, things at home haven't been as good. I'm gettin bitched at all the time, and i'd totally rather be at school than at home. I've been thinkin alot about killiing myself or running away. What should I do about all this?

I am going to give you advice in categories OK.
1 HOME: You have obviously been grounded for a reason, the best thing to do here is act like a good little girl even if you are annoyed at your parents, the more you bitch at them then the more they will respond making you even more irate. Tough it out at home, first hand advice here, if you leave home it will be the biggest mistake you will ever make and please do not kill yourself life will get much better if you just ask for some help, talk to a counsellor about your feelings. Killing yourself is a very negative way to go for example if you kill yourself now, then you could miss out on many of the joys life has to offer like true love, babies, a succsessful career.

2 THE GIRL YOU LIKE: Maybe you have just lost the connection, this is very common with friends who have feelings for each other and have a lot of things going on at home or school, when you are no longer grounded have a sleepover, go to the movies. This may sound like a silly analogy but imagine you are a married couple, you need to rekindle that spark; this happened to me and my best friend today as we have been drifting apart lately and I finally told her that I am bi and now we have talked all day, it is sure to sort itself out but you have to work at it.

3 OVERALL CONCLUSION: You have to realise that life can get very suffocating sometimes and you can just get to that point where you say "that is it I want out!" but when I tried to kill myself I just ended up in a hospital bed for 5 weeks and after that I got myself together, now I am very happy and I am working extremely well in school as I know if I work to get what I want then there is an increased chance of me achieveing my goals.
Focus on what you want most at the minute i.e. school, the girl, home and make sure you are happy with that area until you focus on another. Good luck I really hope I helped.

Running away is a much better option than killing yourself because you have a chance to come back if you don't like the choice you made. There's a much simpler solution. Learn to ACCEPT your parents and understand what they're trying to do. They have no motive to make your life miserable. Whether they're doing it the ideal way or not, they're just trying to steer you in the direction they consider best for you. You may be able to argue with their tactics but you can't argue with their motives.

Learn to ACCEPT your friends. They're just as confused by everything being thrown at them as you are. We don't get text messages on who we are or where we're going, it's a learning process and it takes time.

Most of all, learn to ACCEPT yourself. There's no big panic to put every piece of the puzzle together today. Look at your life as a long journey. You can spend it bitching and flipping everybody off that gets in your way or, you can sit back and enjoy the ride.

The keyword is simply, "accept."

Just open up to this girl and be like hey I like you I still have feelings for you why won't you talk to me like we used to . And for your parents just ignore them not literally ,but whenever they ask you to do something do it.if they say the moon is squared then say yes the moon is squared and please don't kill yourself ,nor runaway because running away will get you into more trouble if they find you.

have any bitchez ever made yu mad the point that yu wanna beat they ass xoxo nassahwoodard

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