Even though your life may seem awful right now, it is a special gift that you will only receive once. Could it be that your husband does not treat you well and abuses you? Take courage in the fact that your situation is not unique. Sadly, in some cultures it is actually quite common. But have you noticed that everyone so far who has responded to your plea for help (for that’s what it is, not just a question) cares for you? Isn’t that wonderful? None of us knows you yet we feel your pain.
I invite you to read and meditate deeply on a poem called “Desiderata” (Latin for “desired things”, so I am told). You can find it at http://www.fleurdelis.com/desiderata.htm . In all likelihood, it will inspire you to live, even in your darkest hours. The music to that poem may be found on YouTube at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2yNJaKF9sXA&feature=related
We love you. So Please do NOT kill yourself.
Answered Nov 12, 2010
Edited Nov 12, 2010