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I would love some help, everyone. please let me know what you think.
situation; I am beautiful, 20/f. she is also beautiful.
I know she's told a lesbian that shes straight. that lesbian liked her, and got rejected by her.
however...
we would never ordinarily see each other...our lives go in different directions. but she always tries to set things up...to see me. we don't even necessarily get along that well, because (heres the weird part) we are both so NERVOUS and shy and (personally) I am jittery when I talk to her. its not a relaxing thing...
its extremely intense. it feels almost like...you know sunburnt skin? like each one of our conversations is...touching sunburnt skin.
she asked me if I've ever liked a girl. I lied--because I didn't want her to reject me, like she had that other girl. I said, "maybe when I was younger, but its weird you sort of grow out of it"
I was vague but, the impression was that, I'm not bi.
well, obviously this was an OK thing to say, but that didn't make our interactions any easier..I'm so nervous...I really, adore her. I'm straight but...I would definitely sleep with this girl, I feel so crazy when I think of her. ahh--
so what do you think...probably I should just wait and see...maybe she'll make the first move, I think that would be the wisest...no? I just don't want to scare her...what does she want? why does she look at me like that...shes almost flirty...i don't...know...god, girls are so complicated and I AM one...crap
I would love some help, everyone. please let me know what you think.
situation; I am beautiful, 20/f. she is also beautiful.
I know she's told a lesbian that shes straight. that lesbian liked her, and got rejected by her.
however...
we would never ordinarily see each other...our lives go in different directions. but she always tries to set things up...to see me. we don't even necessarily get along that well, because (heres the weird part) we are both so NERVOUS and shy and (personally) I am jittery when I talk to her. its not a relaxing thing...
its extremely intense. it feels almost like...you know sunburnt skin? like each one of our conversations is...touching sunburnt skin.
she asked me if I've ever liked a girl. I lied--because I didn't want her to reject me, like she had that other girl. I said, "maybe when I was younger, but its weird you sort of grow out of it"
I was vague but, the impression was that, I'm not bi.
well, obviously this was an OK thing to say, but that didn't make our interactions any easier..I'm so nervous...I really, adore her. I'm straight but...I would definitely sleep with this girl, I feel so crazy when I think of her. ahh--
so what do you think...probably I should just wait and see...maybe she'll make the first move, I think that would be the wisest...no? I just don't want to scare her...what does she want? why does she look at me like that...shes almost flirty...i don't...know...god, girls are so complicated and I AM one...crap
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