well I know I love my bff and I found that out when me mum said she is never comin back over here I was cryin my eyes out im bi (so is she) like everytime I see her I get butterflys in me stomick I have very strong feels for this girl I love her with all my heart but im to scared to ask her out I know this isnt a crush I cant sleep eat (really I cant mum has to make me eat and me crush wants to know y I dont eat I dont tell her y) drink I cry all the time cauze I miss her I call her all the time just to see what she is doin (ok its cauze im always worred bout her) well b4 (like I had a lil crush on her) my friend tolded her and like she said I dont have feelings towards you. we never talked if she was goin up the street and I was goin down she wood c me and get her phone out and petened that that I wasnt there and yer we never talked till holidays came up (me and her went swimming today!!!!) I love her with my heart I have never had feelings like this before, I write songs bout her all the time, she comes round, but I hide the songs that I make so she dont see them. today I went over to her place (we hanged out all day) and she got in a fight with her sister, and like she gets so angey u cant stop her and her mum and sister werent there only me and her and she went out for like 5-10 mins then I go to see what she is doing, and shez cutting herself I try to stop her. (it worked thank god) and we go in the room and shez cryin and really sad I really wanted to cry with her cauze I dont like seein her upset, I wanted to hug her but I didnt know if she wood hug me back, I did rub her on the back but yer she just didnt stop cryin. what do I do im to scared to ask her out but then again I really love her (right now im cryin cauze I can remember her cryin) I want to ask her out but im really really really really to shy to I write songs bout her and everything, I cant tell her cauze im to scared to... what do I do?