a guy goes out with me for six days.. best 6 days of my life and I fall in love with him. we have sooo SOOO much fun those 6 days.... and dumps me at army cadet camp cause of anger problems and cause he dosent want to hurt me. the next day we both go home from camp. so I dont get to tell him that I dont care if he has anger problems. cause he wouldnt talk to me. even when his best friend-who is like a bro to him- tells him he is being an idiot to dump me.
he goes out with a rebound girl and asks me to be his friend. I dont talk to him much cause it hurts to talk to him and know what im missing.. then one day he messages me and he then tells me he is in love with me. and I tell him how in love with him I am.
we have this whole game called random where you ask any question and the other person has to answer. so he is asking stuff like :
how long have you loved me,
do you like me kissing you,
what do I mean to you.
do you think I am good enough for you?
i ask him the same questions and he answers stuff like (using the order of questions above) ..
since I first talked to you
its the best thing in the world
everything
its me who isnt good enough for you.
his friend says we should go out and that he should (in his friends own words) DUMP THE OTHER GIRLS ASS. but he isnt deciding and keeps telling me to wait and see. he lives in a different town than me and so unless I get him to meet somewhere, I dont get to see him untill september.
whatever I say to him the only thing he replies with is either: 'k, kk, lol, yh, haha, or uh huh'
he never says anything I can make a conversation out of. so I just watch him on webcam.. missing him alot. but I cant think of what to say to him.
i tried confronting him and I think I said some things I shouldnt have (for which I have apologized). and he forgave me straight away.
but thie anxiousness is KILLING me.. not knowing whether he will pick me or not.. I dream about him every night and I really really cant see life without him.
i want him to choose me
what do I do?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!!!!!!!
he goes out with a rebound girl and asks me to be his friend. I dont talk to him much cause it hurts to talk to him and know what im missing.. then one day he messages me and he then tells me he is in love with me. and I tell him how in love with him I am.
we have this whole game called random where you ask any question and the other person has to answer. so he is asking stuff like :
how long have you loved me,
do you like me kissing you,
what do I mean to you.
do you think I am good enough for you?
i ask him the same questions and he answers stuff like (using the order of questions above) ..
since I first talked to you
its the best thing in the world
everything
its me who isnt good enough for you.
his friend says we should go out and that he should (in his friends own words) DUMP THE OTHER GIRLS ASS. but he isnt deciding and keeps telling me to wait and see. he lives in a different town than me and so unless I get him to meet somewhere, I dont get to see him untill september.
whatever I say to him the only thing he replies with is either: 'k, kk, lol, yh, haha, or uh huh'
he never says anything I can make a conversation out of. so I just watch him on webcam.. missing him alot. but I cant think of what to say to him.
i tried confronting him and I think I said some things I shouldnt have (for which I have apologized). and he forgave me straight away.
but thie anxiousness is KILLING me.. not knowing whether he will pick me or not.. I dream about him every night and I really really cant see life without him.
i want him to choose me
what do I do?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!!!!!!!
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